Her Husband is My Lover

Chapter 230 - My Heart Hurts Badly!

Valentina took a deep breath as she closed her eyes.

Xavier sighed and walked closed towards her and wrapped his arms around her by keeping his head on her shoulder making her open her eyes and look at him.

"Xavier..." Valentina said.

"I love you!" Xavier said making Valentina sigh.

"Xavier... There are questions you need to answer!" Valentina replied making Xavier sigh.

"Val... I told you already! You will know everything when time comes!" Xavier said making Valentina sigh.

"I don't need you to tell me this agian and again, Xavier! It's enough now... I want to know why you married Rose when you love me?" Valentina asked making him take a deep breath.

"I was forced!" Xavier Answered.

"Forced? Why?" Valentina asked making Xavier take a deep breath.

"Val..." Xavier said as he looked up into her eyes.

"Tell me..." Valentina said making Xavier take a deep breath.

"I am sorry... I am really so sorry! I had to do that..." Xavier replied making Valentina sigh.

They both just kept looking into each other as they couldn't ask anything... Valentina just signed as she knows that he would never tell her what is wrong with him and its just waste of time to ask him anything about these things that can make him go more crazy and stressful about the things...

"Who told you I slept with Jason?" Valentina asked making Xavier take a deep breath.

"Tell me... I am not letting this go! I want to know what is going on! Did you keep any spy behind me? Or else... Are you investigating something?" Valentina asked.

"I would never do such thing, Valentina!" Xavier answered.

"Then how in the he you got to know about this, Xavier? Whow did you know that, I slept with Jason? Wait... You only know this or do you know anything else too? What are those? Why didn't you ask me right away as soon as you get to know about this?" Valentina asked making Xavier sigh.

"Calm down... I know nothing but only this. I would never keep any spy or investigation on you! I trust you more than me. I don't know anything... But I know... That you won't do anything that would hurt me... But yeah, this kinda hurt me..." Xavier answered as he stepped away from her a little and looked up at her sky taking a deep breath. 

Valentina took a deep breath and turned towards Xavier.

"I slept with Jason... That's hurts you... Don't you think, it's same for me, Xavier?" Valentina asked as she folds her hands on her chest making him turn his head at her.

"It's same for me too. It's hurts more you... Do you think, only you have feelings and emotions while I am nothing?" Valentina asked and Xavier shook his head in no.

"No... I don't mean like that..." Valentina cut off Xavier in mid Sentence.

"It meant that... Only that!" Valentina said making Xavier shook his head in no.

"No, Valentina... It never is!" Xavier replied making Valentina laugh out loud.

"You don't at all have any idea how badly it hurts seeing you smiling brightly in your wedding! You don't at all have any idea, how badly it hurts when you looked into her eyes with that bright smile!" Valentina said looking into Xavier's eyes.

"You don't at all have any idea how badly it hurts, when you slided the wedding ring on her finger with that bright smile whole looking into her eyes making her feel like, she is the one only woman who you love a lot in this world..." Valentina said making Xavier take a deep breath. 

"You don't at all have any idea how badly it hurts when you looked into her eyes and kissed her passionately and interwined your fingers!" Valentina said as she looked into Xavier's eyes making him remember every little thing in his wedding she saw. She knows that making him remember all this will hurt him for sure and also... Trigger him! 

She is so ready for teh consequences to face right now. She only wants one thing from his mouth to tell, why did he married Rose? And what forced him? Did someone blackmail him? She is sure that, Someone is doing and she also knows that, it's Edward... That is trying to make things so hard for them right now... And also... If he said that, he is forced. Then there might be something that he is going through that is really hard for him... Because, he did something that he doesn't want too... But he did! 

She knows it will hurt him the most... That is why, she doesn't want to force him to tell him but yeah... She knows how to take out everything out from him... And that is by triggering him... 

If he doesn't tell her anything even though, with her remembering him that he did this making the people believe in the wedding that, he is in love with the woman he is marrying... 

Then, she should somehow find out the other way... Valentina is so sure that, Xavier is someone who keeps every little secrets safely... He doesn't let any privacy things gets out from his mouth! 

That is just so gentle of him... And that is one of the reason that Valentina fell in love with him. Because he is a gentleman who keeps every secrets safely... But she never thought that, this day would ever come into her life... That he did keep some things like this away from her that can make hima and her hurt so Badly! 

She is sure what is the consequences he had to face if he ever betrays her... But he said, he still love her and taht is where she couldn't say him no again... That made him take her the breath away from her from that day she gave in to him... Thinking that he would btell her everything sooner or later... But never did she thought that this would make her go this crazy and hurts this badly!