Her Husband is My Lover

Chapter 231 - Happily Married?

"Valentina..." Valentina cut off Xavier in mid Sentence as she raised her hand at him making him stop in mid way.

"Don't talk... Until I am done!" Valentina said making Xavier take a deep breath.

"I don't have any idea what was going on with you, Xavier? Neither at that time or now..." Valentina said as Xavier sighed.

"You really don't have any idea... How badly it's hurts when the priest said that, you are now Husband and wife." Valentina said makiny Xavier look into her eyes. 

"And how you both smiled looking into each other eyes!" Valentina said as she sighed and then again looked up inti his eyes.

"Didn't you... Even for once, remembered me at that very moment?" Valentina asked making Xavier take a deep breath.

"Tell me, Xavier! Don't you remember me? Not even once?" Valentina asked as she took a deep breath.

"I thought, you would... I waited there to see if you would ever stop all these and shout my name... But you did never do that! But Instead, you married happily!" Valentina said as a tear falls down from her eyes.

"That moment, I felt so angry... I wanted to come near you and kill you... But I couldn't... Because I loved you! I still do! I want to show you the hell... And bring you down so badly... And make you regret every little thing that you did with me? Why? Is trusting something hurts this badly then why did you make me trust you? Why did you make me trust you when you are going to betray me anyways?" Valentina asked as tears started falling down from her eyes.

"I wanted to live peacefully in my life... Is that wrong? Is that wrong?" Valentina shouted.

"Why did you come into my life again? Isn't your wife enough for you to pleasure you? Tell me?" Valentina shouted and Xavier took a deep breath and kept his hands on her shoulder. And pushed her to the wall making her look into his eyes. 

"I already told you... This tears if yours are really precious for me... You shouldn't waste them like this by crying! You will know everything once I settle things and I know... How much it hurts you seeing me smiling at her like that! Because that was your place to stand. But... But... She snatched it... She snatched it from you. From us! She snatched our dreams. I will show her hell, she will never think of doing something like this to anyone again! She hurts you. She hurts me. She ruined our life. I will never leave her so easily! She needs to face me and she will beg me to show mercy on her. I will make her her so cruel that she will beg, Valentina. She will pay everything for whatever she did!" Xavier replied making Valentina look into his eyes.

"I will make her pay for everything she did with us, Valentina! Trust me. Believe me... Please... I am your Xavier! Yours. And only yours! I didn't chance... People around me is trying to change me... I am trying my best... But still, I couldn't able to do anything... The only thing right now helps me is you! Only you! I need you. I always need you! You are my strength... Your one smile gives me hope to move forward in my life... This is something that I always in my life. I always needed you in my life... But... Because of circumstances... I couldn't able too... But... Know that, I will make you mine... Mine one day!" Xavier said with a smile as he looked into her eyes and pressed her lips against hers who is just so shocked with his words right now. 

He started kissing her passionately as he wrapped his arms around her making her just shock.

Xavier got her intentions and left her lips. He stepped back looking into her eyes.

"I am sorry... I should have asked you... Before kissing you... I know, you don't want me in your life... But... I need you. I need you..m if you are not with me... Then there is no meaning for my life that I am living right now... The only option to me right now is death and I will easily die in your arms if that is the only option if I ever get right now... Because, this tourtue... Is something I don't want to have in my life... But I need to do this... For my family! For me... For you!" Xavier said as he took a deep breath.

"I... I... I will just leave... I am really so sorry for taking this step right now... Forget whatever I said... I... I just... Have no idea what I am talking about! I... I think, you need time... Should I leave you alone? Umm... Umm... I guess, I should..." Xavier was murmuring something that didn't at all go well with his personality... Valentina just wanted to laugh at his nevervousness... 

She is not sure... What is going on with him but one thing is clear for her right now is that, he is going through some hard pace that he is making him really stressful and worried for her!

She sighed and just then, Xavier stepped back from her and was about to walk away from her but Valentina grabbed his wrist making him stop in mid way. 

He turned around to see her, looking at him...

"You just came... And started talking... That I have no idea about! I got taht you are trying to show your feelings right now... But... When I want to talk about mine... It's making you go crazy!" Valentina said.

"That is same for me... Everything about you is making me go crazy... It did, it's doing... And I am sure, it will in the future too... Because you are special to me and I know, you are a messy person... But I really love that messiness in you, Xavier. I do... I wholeheartedly do love you!" Valentina said with a bright smile on her face making him smile brightly.