THE CEO AND ME!

Chapter 134 - "I WAS THINKING ABOUT OUR FUTURE!"

PRECAP

"So if you would like, bake for me??? Your husband won't mind either I know working here at all."

The offer seemed tempting and Tinsley glanced at Madison for her opinion to which Madi only closed her eyes, indicating to take it, accept the offer.

"I will take it, Agatha!"

Tinsley answered, making the old woman happy. It was a delightful news for both the party.

"Excellent! I will go get coffee for you girls for another round to talk about salary and stuff."

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After a lot of chit chat in the cafe with Madison and Agatha, Tinsley returned back home.

They talked about so many things including the baking, Tinsley's salary and all about that. She settled for a small amount not wanting to distress the loving old woman.

It was a nice evening conversing with these lovely people. She was in a pretty good mood as she made her way back to home.

She opened the door and saw her husband working on the laptop sitting in his usual place on the sofa.

She closed the door behind and stood near the hanger to take off her coat. She felt his eyes over her. She smiled at him and then took off the coat, revealing the deep cut dress she was wearing, so fitting to her curvaceous body.

She walked up to him and sat beside him. He sighed and she frowned. He was acting exceptionally quiet and it was alarming.

She just hoped that he had forgiven her about the whole argument thing and was not holding back onto with by giving her a silent treatment.

"What is up with you?"

She asked, resting her head on his shoulder. He put his right hand on her exposed thighs. She scooted more closer to his body, loving his warm touch. She had missed him.

He did not answer right away. He had been thinking all day long about their situation and the more he did, the more he felt that the chances of him overturning their circumstances back to how they used to be were going to get incredibly lower as the market kept changing every day.

He did not know how to explain that to her. Or tell her that he needed more time to prepare when he kept saying that it would be over soon...this life of poverty.

And he was seeing that they might need to cop up with this life for a while before anything would get better or what if not?

He was starting to have doubts...doubts about himself, his potential and it was frustrating and the fear to lose her kept looming over him constantly.

It was the fact that he could not get over the talk he and Nathan had in the pub, a month ago.

How Tinsley would leave him once she realized that he had nothing to offer her more than this life of poor?

And what had happened today or what had been happening since the miscarriages, he was not giving her any good reasons to stay by his side at all.

"Hey?? What is wrong?"

She implored, raising her head up to examine his face. He looked tired.

"Nothing! ...nothing to be particular."

Kian answered and Tinsley did not seem to believe any of it. She could see right through him that something was up.

"You know that I m your wife??"

"Of course! And I have been not fucking you a lot to make you never forget that."

He joked, trying to divert the topic. He always felt lucky to be her husband. She was just a unique beauty and all his and also afraid to lose her to anyone.

"Kian!!! If I m your wife, you feel that you will tell me honestly about what is going on?"

Tinsley pressed, raising her eyebrows. She was not that naive anymore to get fool by his witty remarks and forget the topic entirely.

"Fine!!"

Kian sighed, leaning down and resting his head on her chest. She immediately wrapped her hands around him, drawing his body close to hers.

"Your tits are so soft!"

He complimented, pressing his face more onto her exposed cleavage. She lightly hit him on his bicep and he chuckled.

"I was thinking about our future."

He started, very awkwardly. He was not used to stating or describing his thoughts to others.

"When I said that this life...the one with limited sources and everything will be over in a blink or will last only for a limited time being...but now I think it won't be like that. "

Tinsley silently listened to what he had to say. She very soothingly ran her fingers over his black locks.

"I might not be able to get back on the business or the position I used to acquire so soon...it could go on for more than just a month, Tinsley and I do not know how to compensate you...I know I promised you this is temporary and it is..."

He raised his head up a little to see her face. She looked down at him. She knew and understood what he was trying to explain to her.

"When did husband start compensating his wife to be with him?"

She questioned him and it made him chuckled. She bowed down to drop sweet short kisses on his lips. He closed his eyes, feeling her soft petal-like lips over his.

"And you keep forgetting I don't mind if this is our forever...if it's with you!"

She confessed, smiling at him. Her words were the agent of calming him down.

"I love you."

"I know!"

He said, getting back on resting his head on her chest. She kissed his forehead.

"Sometimes...I just feel like Valeria is right, you know. About that everything I built or made over the past fifteen years and was successful only because she handed it to me...it feels true these days. "

It broke her heart to see him doubting about himself, his potential, his abilities. She hugged him more closely to her.

"And maybe that is why it's taking me so much time to get back on where I used to be because no one is offering me anything to mould it back to the top...

Or maybe I m just good at moulding things that are handed to me?"

He completed, letting his heart out to her. She understood where his anxieties were coming from and she wished she could help him see that he was more...so much more than he was ignoring about himself.

"You are so much more than you think of yourself...you are the kind of man who doesn't give yourself enough credit for your doings, Kian and it makes you so perfect in my eyes..."

Tinsley stated. He looked up at her and leaned back on, not feeling it in himself. He knew that she was just trying to cheer him up.

"Well not in everyone's eyes..."

He softly muttered under his breathe. Tinsley heard that and it irked her a little to know that it was not enough for him that he was perfect in her eyes but wanted more...from everyone.

"Just me isn't enough for you?"

She intervened and he immediately got up and saw how her complexion changed a little.

"I did not mean it like that...I just...I m used to be seen as the one perfect one for everyone you know?"

He extended trying to cool her down. He had no intention of offending her at all. For some reason, she was in a good mood and so opening to him after a month and he did not want her to go back to what it was like in that month.

She peeked at him for a minute or so and then pulled him closer to her, holding onto his shirt collar. Their lips were almost touching.

"You are only for me, you understand that?? Not for everyone or anyone?"

Tinsley sassed and he was so turned on by her possessiveness that he wanted to take her right at that moment, on the sofa.

He swiftly nodded her head right away. Not wanting to upset her majesty. His eyes were fixed on her lips and both were breathing hard.

"You are mine!"

She pulled him more onto her. And it was getting too heated in the room. The heatwaves were freaking out both of them.

Kian was about to slam his lips onto hers but she tilted to sideways. He groaned, not liking it one bit.

"First say you are mine!"

She demanded and he waited for a few seconds if she was really serious about it and when she did not budge, he gave in immediately.

"Yes! Yes! I m yours and fuck you are mine!"

He declared, pushing her back on the sofa, getting on top of her. He slouched her dress up and parted her panty to the other side, getting himself inside her.

She moaned out at the sudden intrusion. He started to ram in and out of her in urgency.

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