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I Don't Want to Be Loved
Rihannan Alessin, a queen rotting in prison.
Despaired and without hope, she drank poison and died. But… unbeknownst to her, the deity gave her a second chance at life. She was twelve again. And this time, she would live life differently.
Six years later, she chooses to become Arundell’s queen…
“If you’re asking me to step down from the marriage proposal, I can’t.”
“Marry me and let us divorce after a year.”
And this time, the time limit of their marriage would last a year.
A husband she knew who was different than before… she tried not to love him again, but each time, her heart kept shaking.
- Chapter 0 Prologue
- Chapter 3 Queen
- Chapter 6 Get Out
- Chapter 9 A Noblemans Pride and Dignity
- Chapter 12 Feared Queen
- Chapter 15 Is This Your Answer?
- Chapter 18 Life In Her Belly
- Chapter 21 I Want to Live Happily
- Chapter 24 If She Did Her Job Properly
- Chapter 27 Im A Chrichton
- Chapter 30 There Was a Time
- Chapter 33 Plague, Massacre, and Defeat
- Chapter 36 Suffer the Same Fate
- Chapter 39 Run Away, Girl
- Chapter 42 A Favor
- Chapter 45 You Who Treats Me Like a Dog
- Chapter 48 Long Time No See
- Chapter 51 I Accept Your Offer
- Chapter 54 Suicidal Impulse
- Chapter 57 Not Your Real Wife
- Chapter 60 Mothers Grave
- Chapter 63 Igor Cesca (Perspective)
- Chapter 66 He Liked Her, After All
- Chapter 69 Hope of Love
- Chapter 72 Women Love Flowers
- Chapter 75 Cant Fool Me Twice
- Chapter 78 Human Nature
- Chapter 81 Dinner With Igor
- Chapter 84 I Owe It To Hear
- Chapter 87 Queens Motive
- Chapter 90 Im Sorry, Rihannan
- Chapter 93 I Liked You Since Then
- Chapter 96 Yearning Kiss
- Chapter 99 Using You
- Chapter 102 Maidenhood (19)
- Chapter 105 Blooming Flower (19)
- Chapter 108 Dimitri
- Chapter 111 Dimitris Change
- Chapter 114 The Time She Wants
- Chapter 117 Can I Have This Dance?
- Chapter 120 My Late Mother
- Chapter 123 Struggle For Sweetness
- Chapter 126 Cold Purple Eyes
- Chapter 129 May I Kiss You? (19)
- Chapter 132 Destined Fate
- Chapter 135 Erratic Menstruation
- Chapter 138 To Meet Your Expectations
- Chapter 141 No Danger Must Come
- Chapter 144 Rihannans Fall
- Chapter 147 Riding Igor (19)
- Chapter 150 Could We… Start Anew?
- Chapter 153 Rihannan Initiates the Kiss
- Chapter 156 Have You Been Well, Sister?
- Chapter 159 To Keep Her Distance
- Chapter 162 Suicide By Poison
- Chapter 165 To Steal the King’s Heart
- Chapter 168 Striking Red Hair
- Chapter 171 Rihannan’s Counterattack
- Chapter 174 Mrs. Cessley
- Chapter 177 Pregnancy
- Chapter 180 You murdered me
- Chapter 183 Arrest her
- Chapter 186 Good and bad seeds
- Chapter 189 Rihannan's hell
- Chapter 192.1 Setting the trap
- Chapter 194 The reason why Rihannan couldn't get pregnant before
- Chapter 197 Leticia's plan into action
- Chapter 200 Déjà Vu
- Chapter 203 Dimi's return
- Chapter 206 You are his weakness
- Chapter 209 It's too late (2)
- Chapter 212 Why did you do it? (1)
- Chapter 215 I wish to see her
- Chapter 218 A choice
- Chapter 221 Motherly advise
- Chapter 224 Together once more
- Chapter 227 Epilogue (2) - Maiastra
- Chapter 1 Golden Birds Feather
- Chapter 4 Hertia Cesca
- Chapter 7 Rightful Heir
- Chapter 10 Send Them Out
- Chapter 13 Make a Wish
- Chapter 16 Virginity
- Chapter 19 He Believed In Her
- Chapter 22 Of Crichton Blood
- Chapter 25 The Boy and the Sun
- Chapter 28 Young King
- Chapter 31 Unconditional Love
- Chapter 34 New Man
- Chapter 37 Grief and Shame
- Chapter 40 Danil Lyurik
- Chapter 43 Fear Must Be Overcome
- Chapter 46 Ill Kill You Myself
- Chapter 49 Marry Me
- Chapter 52 Igors Regret
- Chapter 55 Shes Already Dead
- Chapter 58 Rihannan and Arundell
- Chapter 61 Rihannan, My Love
- Chapter 64 Are You Crying?
- Chapter 67 Pleasure of Desire
- Chapter 70 Public Disgrace
- Chapter 73 Wedding Ceremony
- Chapter 76 Igors Debt
- Chapter 79 I Like You, Queen
- Chapter 82 Igors Clumsiest best
- Chapter 85 The Betrayal
- Chapter 88 The Truth
- Chapter 91 Will You Trust Me?
- Chapter 94 Youre Beautiful
- Chapter 97 The Duchess Advice
- Chapter 100 Taste of Wine (19)
- Chapter 103 The First Pleasure (19)
- Chapter 106 All Night Moans
- Chapter 109 Raging Duchess
- Chapter 112 Soft, Comfortable Mounds
- Chapter 115 Palace Ball
- Chapter 118 Deep In Love
- Chapter 121 Mocking the King and Queen
- Chapter 124 Have a Rest, Queen
- Chapter 127 Why Do You Cry? (19)
- Chapter 130 Tight and Clamp Flesh (19)
- Chapter 133 The Duchess Rage, Again (19)
- Chapter 136 Basils Siblings
- Chapter 139 Fruit of Friendship
- Chapter 142 Detestable Sweat
- Chapter 145 Igors Worries
- Chapter 148 Hot S*x (19)
- Chapter 151 A Certain Fragrance
- Chapter 154 Leticia
- Chapter 157 The Fault Lies In You
- Chapter 160 Don’t Turn Your Back On Me
- Chapter 163 Leticia and S*x
- Chapter 166 For Helena
- Chapter 169 Haunting Memories Come To Life
- Chapter 172 Rihannan’s Cold Answer
- Chapter 175 The Truth Revealed
- Chapter 178 Basil’s Big Revelation
- Chapter 181 You, the one I hate the most
- Chapter 184 The bitter reality
- Chapter 187 Illegitimate sister
- Chapter 190 Dimitri
- Chapter 192.2 Setting the trap
- Chapter 195 Leticia's crimes
- Chapter 198 The truth behind the affair
- Chapter 201 A strange letter
- Chapter 204 Abduction
- Chapter 207 The same ending
- Chapter 210 It was all a lie
- Chapter 213 Why did you do it? (2)
- Chapter 216 You haven't changed at all
- Chapter 219 A decision
- Chapter 222 A farewell letter
- Chapter 225 Happily ever after
- Chapter 228 Epilogue (3) - The end
- Chapter 2 Loveless Marriage
- Chapter 5 Queen Candidate
- Chapter 8 Wanting His Love
- Chapter 11 To Crichton
- Chapter 14 The First and Last
- Chapter 17 Dimitri Priebius
- Chapter 20 I Dont Want To Marry
- Chapter 23 Golden Feather
- Chapter 26 Years Later
- Chapter 29 Another Funeral
- Chapter 32 The Dream
- Chapter 35 The Bride To Be Is...
- Chapter 38 A Future Far Worse
- Chapter 41 Tied to Him
- Chapter 44 Ill Be Alright
- Chapter 47 Useless Black
- Chapter 50 Divorce Me a Year Later
- Chapter 53 For Dimitris Sake
- Chapter 56 Your Majesty, Please Get Out
- Chapter 59 Shes To Marry Me
- Chapter 62 Youre My Wife, Ill Protect You
- Chapter 65 Your Wish
- Chapter 68 A Wife Who Does Not Love
- Chapter 71 Torturous Beauty
- Chapter 74 Queens Palace
- Chapter 77 Duchess Kisses Her Hand
- Chapter 80 I Remember You
- Chapter 83 Thought He Liked Men
- Chapter 86 Anastasias Daughter (Teaser)
- Chapter 89 Mother and Son
- Chapter 92 Dimi Over You
- Chapter 95 Nothing Greater In Life Than a Woman
- Chapter 98 Predatory Marriage
- Chapter 101 Large Physique (19)
- Chapter 104 Garden Check (19)
- Chapter 107 Basil
- Chapter 110 He Cares For You
- Chapter 113 Igors Wish
- Chapter 116 Affectionate King
- Chapter 119 Hostage Queen
- Chapter 122 Sincere Apology
- Chapter 125 Embracing Other Women
- Chapter 128 To Not Be Miserable
- Chapter 131 Screams of Ecstasy (19)
- Chapter 134 Mrs. Cessleys Nagging
- Chapter 137 Together With You
- Chapter 140 Chrichtons Crown Prince
- Chapter 143 Skillful Queen
- Chapter 146 Embrace Me, Igor
- Chapter 149 Finding the Culprit
- Chapter 152 Mischievous Igor
- Chapter 155 Flaming Red Hair
- Chapter 158 Leticia’s Fascination
- Chapter 161 Strained Relationship
- Chapter 164 Leticia Reaches Climax
- Chapter 167 The Worried Rihannan
- Chapter 170 Bad Rumors
- Chapter 173 Keep It a Secret
- Chapter 176 An Old Memory
- Chapter 179 A Disturbing Riddle
- Chapter 182 Basil’s Plea
- Chapter 185 Igor and Leticia
- Chapter 188 To change the future
- Chapter 191 A brief moment of kindness
- Chapter 193 Murder Charges
- Chapter 196 A name for the baby in her womb
- Chapter 199 Who helped you?
- Chapter 202 Hungry Children
- Chapter 205 Danil Lyurik
- Chapter 208 It's too late (1)
- Chapter 211 Confessing the truth
- Chapter 214 This time, I'll be by your side
- Chapter 217 Father
- Chapter 220 Evil thoughts
- Chapter 223 Wishes coming true
- Chapter 226 Epilogue (1) - Dimitri