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My Dearest General: It Has Always Been You
Sixteen-years-old high schooler Shi Nian was supposed to be the twelfth victim of a serial killer. After being confined for three months, she managed to escape somehow. Yet unfortunately, she fell into a landslide amidst fleeing and got buried underneath.
Afterwhich, she was in a coma, one which numerous doctors stated that only with miracle would she be able to pull through. Yet once again, she managed to do the impossible. Upon waking up, other than blurry memory of the incident and PTSD which caused her to be momentarily mute, Shi Nian regained the memory of her past life.
Her lord, General Jiang, was a valiant hero who led thousands of armies, fighting for the safety of the nation but ended up being murdered by the same nation he was protecting. Meanwhile, she was Shi Nian, his little mute maidservant who followed him to his death.
In this life, Jiang Jinyan was a high jump athlete who had his future ruined by a car accident that took one of his legs. He became a reclusive, gloomy and absolutely unapproachable Jiang Jinyan, totally different than how she remembered General Jiang to be.
With a string of bizarre cases which led her back to the serial killer, would she be able to reunite with him once again?
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Alchemilla mollis—a little plant with frothy lime-green summer flowers and neatly pleated apple-green, fan-shaped leaves which persisted all season. Different from roses which bloomed in multiple colors with wide gorgeous petals, luring attention and adoration, Alchemilla mollis was often overlooked by gardeners. It grew as ground cover in shade or beneath roses.
Shi Nian was like Alchemilla mollis. She was invisible, taciturn and introverted. Yet, whenever he turned around, he would always find her there. She was humble, gentle, docile and mild. But no matter how much he pushed her away, no matter how harsh he was, no matter how despicable he became, she never left.
Just like Alchemilla mollis.
Slowly, she grew and rooted inside his heart. Until one day, he found that he was unable to live without her anymore.
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In her past life, she couldn’t say any word. This life, she wanted to use every chance she have to tell him,
“It’s you. It has always been you."
- Chapter 1 - Shi Nian
- Chapter 4 - Lost One Of His Legs
- Chapter 7 - Is It Expensive?
- Chapter 10 - Cherry Blossom
- Chapter 13 - Xu Binchen Can't Relate At All
- Chapter 16 - Least Afraid Of Death
- Chapter 19 - Yang Shijin
- Chapter 22 - You're As Well As Dead
- Chapter 25 - He Remembered Her Name
- Chapter 28 - Why Xu Binchen Is Still Single
- Chapter 31 - Inexperienced Butcher
- Chapter 34 - You've Become My Accomplice
- Chapter 37 - Butterfly. Terrifying.
- Chapter 40 - Pink Bubbles In The Air
- Chapter 43 - Si Zhening
- Chapter 46 - Tragic Scream Of Young Master Nan
- Chapter 49 - Hug Xu Binchen Tightly!
- Chapter 52 - I Will Always Cheer For You
- Chapter 55 - It's Me, Xu Binchen
- Chapter 58 - Traumatized
- Chapter 61 - Shivering Little Animal
- Chapter 64 - A Pathetic Coward
- Chapter 67 - Did You Enjoy Killing Her?
- Chapter 70 - You Can't Give Up On Yourself
- Chapter 73 - Hugging Another Man
- Chapter 76 - There's Someone Suspicious!
- Chapter 79 - Have We Met Before?
- Chapter 82 - Just Forget Me
- Chapter 85 - A Princess In Ivory Tower
- Chapter 88 - Too Much Expectation In Fairytales
- Chapter 91 - It's Very Attached To You
- Chapter 94 - Police Vs Serial Killer
- Chapter 97 - Stop Acting Like A Sissy
- Chapter 100 - Not A Public Plane?
- Chapter 103 - He Didn't Know Exactly Where It Hurt
- Chapter 106 - Which Floor Do You Want To Stay On?
- Chapter 109 - Bird In The Cage
- Chapter 112 - She Must Be His Girlfriend!
- Chapter 115 - Same Apartment Building
- Chapter 118 - Warding Off Rotten Peach Blossom
- Chapter 121 - Got It, Boyfriend?
- Chapter 124 - They Didn't Even Deserve A Name
- Chapter 127 - Is Gege Good?
- Chapter 130 - The Perfect Bait
- Chapter 133 - What Made Him Suspicious?
- Chapter 136 - I Will Accompany You
- Chapter 139 - Please Take Care Of Me
- Chapter 142 - Revenge Murder
- Chapter 145 - Come Here And...Hug Me
- Chapter 148 - Let Me Wash Your Face
- Chapter 151 - Haven't You Had Enough?!
- Chapter 154 - The Notion Of 'Mother'
- Chapter 157 - Why Not Make The Best Out Of It?
- Chapter 160 - A Man's Lips Could Taste So Sweet
- Chapter 163 - Only This One, You Cannot Destroy
- Chapter 166 - I Am Shi Nian's Gege
- Chapter 169 - Just One Person
- Chapter 172 - You're Shi Nian, Right?
- Chapter 175 - Hold On To Me Properly
- Chapter 178 - Are You Going To Apologize Or Not?!
- Chapter 181 - A Dead Body Was Found
- Chapter 184 - Don't Be Scared
- Chapter 187 - That's What The Police Are For
- Chapter 190 - Did He Know Something About Li Qing's Death?
- Chapter 193 - I Like You. Only You.
- Chapter 196 - Gege, I Can Talk Now
- Chapter 199 - Not Missing Me?
- Chapter 202 - Yes, I Am Jiang Jinyan...
- Chapter 205 - She Decided To Love Herself More
- Chapter 208 - Thirteen, Dead. One, Alive.
- Chapter 211 - She Disappeared After Her Mother's Death
- Chapter 214 - I Remember Now
- Chapter 217 - Xiao Chun, Don't Cry...
- Chapter 220 - How Do You Remember Li Qing?
- Chapter 223 - Is It Not A...Date?!
- Chapter 226 - She Could Only Endure
- Chapter 229 - Did You Get Jealous?
- Chapter 232 - Couple Box
- Chapter 235 - Physically And Spiritually
- Chapter 238 - I Am Still Chasing After Her
- Chapter 241 - Forget Whatever Happened Between Us
- Chapter 244 - I Am Giving You One Last Chance
- Chapter 247 - You Have Also Lost Me
- Chapter 250 - Consider Me For Once?
- Chapter 253 - He Almost Couldn't Sit Still
- Chapter 256 - What Trouble Can He Bring Me?
- Chapter 259 - Big Boss Of The Underworld
- Chapter 262 - How Good Is He?
- Chapter 265 - Well, Try Me
- Chapter 268 - There's More Than Four?
- Chapter 271 - I Will Not Let It Slide
- Chapter 274 - Every Part Of You
- Chapter 277 - Just Take It As Me Being Nosy
- Chapter 280 - Not As Good As You Think
- Chapter 283 - Man Up, Kiddo
- Chapter 286 - Just Stay With Me
- Chapter 289 - Everything Will Be Okay
- Chapter 292 - Failure As A Husband And Father
- Chapter 295 - What Should I Do Without You?
- Chapter 298 - I Will Go Insane
- Chapter 301 - Who's The Corpse Buried Inside The Wall?
- Chapter 304 - You Can Still Eat After This?
- Chapter 307 - Little Apple
- Chapter 310 - Freedom Isn't An Option
- Chapter 313 - This Is Only A Warning
- Chapter 316 - Let's Start The Real Party!
- Chapter 319 - Don't Be Afraid
- Chapter 322 - Go For The Kill
- Chapter 325 - Tell Me The Truth
- Chapter 328 - Always Call Me Xiao Chun, Okay?
- Chapter 331 - I Saw Him That Day!
- Chapter 334 - Don't Have The Right To Bargain
- Chapter 337 - I Will Not Kill You. Not So Soon.
- Chapter 340 - I Will Take Care Of Him
- Chapter 343 - Come On, Follow Me
- Chapter 346 - Why Aren't You Answering The Phone?
- Chapter 349 - Get Out Of Here!
- Chapter 352 - It's Really You...
- Chapter 355 - His Last Act Of Generosity
- Chapter 358 - Where Are Your Manners?
- Chapter 361 - Don't You Blame Me?
- Chapter 364 - Too Messy To Be Salvaged
- Chapter 367 - Have You Killed Someone?
- Chapter 370 - It's Really Nice To Hear
- Chapter 373 - You Have No Right
- Chapter 376 - Please Don't Hate Me
- Chapter 379 - Yet Another Spring
- Chapter 382 - Jin X Ru — Extra 2
- Chapter 385 - Xu X Lei — Extra 2
- Chapter 388 - Xu X Lei — Extra 5
- Chapter 391 - Jiang X Shi — Extra 3
- Chapter 394 - Jiang X Shi — Extra 6
- Chapter 2 - Detective Xu
- Chapter 5 - What Is The Difference From Death?
- Chapter 8 - What Was He? A Rabid Dog?
- Chapter 11 - I Come To See How Low You've Fallen
- Chapter 14 - Do You Not Want To Ask The Reason Why?
- Chapter 17 - Wang Chengbing, The Sunshine Boy
- Chapter 20 - Why Did You Turn Out Like This?
- Chapter 23 - Sarcastic Xu Binchen
- Chapter 26 - Thoroughly Blacken Uncle Detective
- Chapter 29 - Do You Still Think I Lack Love?
- Chapter 32 - Meeting Adjourned!
- Chapter 35 - Help Her!
- Chapter 38 - I Am A Magnanimous Person
- Chapter 41 - Misunderstanding
- Chapter 44 - Do You Miss Me?
- Chapter 47 - Sweet Talker
- Chapter 50 - I Will Protect You
- Chapter 53 - Nightmare
- Chapter 56 - Tampered Surveillance Record
- Chapter 59 - Everything Had Changed
- Chapter 62 - Her General Is The Best!
- Chapter 65 - Preserved Body Part
- Chapter 68 - A Needle In A Haystack
- Chapter 71 - You Will Get Used To It
- Chapter 74 - He Couldn't Even Recognize Himself
- Chapter 77 - I Can't Be A Coward
- Chapter 80 - Location Of The IP Address
- Chapter 83 - A Mole?
- Chapter 86 - A Machine That Know No Fatigue
- Chapter 89 - Why Give Birth To Him?
- Chapter 92 - Should I Say Congratulations?
- Chapter 95 - I Am Shi Nian's Distant Cousin
- Chapter 98 - Codename WANG
- Chapter 101 - You Can Slowly Repay Me Later
- Chapter 104 - Can You Not Leave Me?
- Chapter 107 - Just A Little Sister
- Chapter 110 - Can You Defeat Your Fear?
- Chapter 113 - I Don't Have A Grandson Like You
- Chapter 116 - Little Stalker With Golden Eyes
- Chapter 119 - Ultra Thin...Pleasure Pack...
- Chapter 122 - Manager Si
- Chapter 125 - Human's Greed Knew No Bounds
- Chapter 128 - Water Purifier Salesman
- Chapter 131 - Don't Move Or I'll Kill You
- Chapter 134 - Let's Play A Game, Shall We?
- Chapter 137 - Even If I Became A Waste?
- Chapter 140 - Just A Bunch Of Lies
- Chapter 143 - The Most Dramatic Case
- Chapter 146 - Is There A Flower On My Face?
- Chapter 149 - I Am Willing To Wait For You
- Chapter 152 - He Had Never Intended To Keep It
- Chapter 155 - You Will Only Be Disappointed
- Chapter 158 - Unwanted Child
- Chapter 161 - Dislike People Touching My Things
- Chapter 164 - National Treasure, Principal Mo
- Chapter 167 - He Was Just Like A Rose
- Chapter 170 - It Has Always Been You
- Chapter 173 - Can I Give You A Ride Home?
- Chapter 176 - Why Aren't You Speaking Anymore?
- Chapter 179 - Everywhere Around Her Was Darkness
- Chapter 182 - Where Is Shi Nian?
- Chapter 185 - If She Didn't Commit Suicide
- Chapter 188 - Put Away Your Umbrella
- Chapter 191 - [Mr. Jiang, Are You Asleep?]
- Chapter 194 - It's All My Fault
- Chapter 197 - Did He Torture You?
- Chapter 200 - The Cases Are Linked With Each Other
- Chapter 203 - Why Are You Such A Crybaby?
- Chapter 206 - Growing Dependency
- Chapter 209 - How Much Does He Pay You?
- Chapter 212 - Her Instinct Screamed Of Danger
- Chapter 215 - Extra - You're Just A Kid
- Chapter 218 - Help! Help My Mother!
- Chapter 221 - More Than What Meets The Eye
- Chapter 224 - Detective Qin, We're Wrong
- Chapter 227 - The Long Lost Superiority
- Chapter 230 - We Will Go Wherever You Want
- Chapter 233 - I Am Your Devoted Fan!
- Chapter 236 - Am I Dreaming Right Now?
- Chapter 239 - My Baby Isn't A Crybaby
- Chapter 242 - She Was Worth More Than That
- Chapter 245 - Your Son Has Disappeared!
- Chapter 248 - Haishang Technology
- Chapter 251 - I Think You Misunderstood Me
- Chapter 254 - Not A Man To Be Trifled With
- Chapter 257 - Isn't It Only An Eye?
- Chapter 260 - Please Listen To Me
- Chapter 263 - Thank You
- Chapter 266 - Let Her Go!
- Chapter 269 - Even When The World Ceases To Exist
- Chapter 272 - You're Just Making Things Worse
- Chapter 275 - Want To Continue?
- Chapter 278 - I Will Give You Two Choices
- Chapter 281 - A Ghost?
- Chapter 284 - A Major Crime Scene
- Chapter 287 - A Foreigner Housemate?!
- Chapter 290 - A Fragile Health
- Chapter 293 - The Unbearable Pain
- Chapter 296 - Miss Ru, Are You Angry?
- Chapter 299 - Hellish Life
- Chapter 302 - He Will Not Be Killed, Right?
- Chapter 305 - You Kissed Me Again...
- Chapter 308 - The Last Person Who Would Leave Him
- Chapter 311 - Are You A...Spy?
- Chapter 314 - The Ridiculous Riddle
- Chapter 317 - Who's Your Boss?
- Chapter 320 - If It's Lost, Then Let It Be
- Chapter 323 - Guess Who Just Called?
- Chapter 326 - Kiss Me And I Will Tell You
- Chapter 329 - It Can't Be Him
- Chapter 332 - You're The Best!
- Chapter 335 - Keep Your Friend Close And Enemy Closer
- Chapter 338 - Searching For A Lost Person
- Chapter 341 - Hitting Two Birds With One Stone
- Chapter 344 - Me Too, Renguang
- Chapter 347 - Why Me?
- Chapter 350 - You Have To Be Okay
- Chapter 353 - Si Zhening's Real Intention
- Chapter 356 - The Last Thing I Will Do
- Chapter 359 - Final Curtain Call
- Chapter 362 - I Want To Go With Her
- Chapter 365 - Stop Saying Sorry!
- Chapter 368 - My Most Important Person
- Chapter 371 - We Have All The Time In The World
- Chapter 374 - Xiao Chun Appeared
- Chapter 377 - What's On The Report?
- Chapter 380 - My Dearest
- Chapter 383 - Jin X Ru — Extra 3
- Chapter 386 - Xu X Lei — Extra 3
- Chapter 389 - Jiang X Shi — Extra 1
- Chapter 392 - Jiang X Shi — Extra 4
- Chapter 395 - Special 1&2
- Chapter 3 - She Wants To Search For Him
- Chapter 6 - Victim Of A Mass Serial Killer
- Chapter 9 - Xu Binchen's Guilt
- Chapter 12 - Get Out! Leave Me Alone!
- Chapter 15 - Why Don't You Try?
- Chapter 18 - Is That You?
- Chapter 21 - Come And Help Me
- Chapter 24 - Criminal Psychologist
- Chapter 27 - Sassy Ru Meiqi
- Chapter 30 - Initial Profiling
- Chapter 33 - I Am Jinyan's Girlfriend
- Chapter 36 - Hooray, Her! Good Job, Her!
- Chapter 39 - Tousled Her Hair
- Chapter 42 - #EmergencyRescueGege
- Chapter 45 - You And I, We Are Possible
- Chapter 48 - Wallpaper
- Chapter 51 - #JiangJinyanDisabled
- Chapter 54 - What Are You Scared Of?
- Chapter 57 - Logic Above Everything
- Chapter 60 - Two Times More Handsome When He Smiled
- Chapter 63 - The High Profile Culprit
- Chapter 66 - Zeroed In On The Suspect
- Chapter 69 - She Is Killed!
- Chapter 72 - Withering, Dying
- Chapter 75 - He Was Just An Ordinary Human
- Chapter 78 - Will You Believe Me?
- Chapter 81 - Please Let Me See Him
- Chapter 84 - Forever Frozen At Sixteen
- Chapter 87 - Exactly Who Has Changed?
- Chapter 90 - Like The Seed Of Dandelion
- Chapter 93 - Pretend Not To Care
- Chapter 96 - A New Phase Of Life
- Chapter 99 - Username @kmeulchian5862
- Chapter 102 - No Longer Him
- Chapter 105 - No Place Could Offer Him Sanctuary
- Chapter 108 - Kindness That Need No Return
- Chapter 111 - Don't Call Me 'Uncle' Again
- Chapter 114 - She Wanted To Stay By His Side
- Chapter 117 - Don't Let Me See You Again
- Chapter 120 - Are You Cursing Me?
- Chapter 123 - The Secret Of Dreamscape Bar
- Chapter 126 - Do You Have Someone You Like?
- Chapter 129 - Abandoned Puppy In A Carton Box
- Chapter 132 - The Great Granny Kong And Her Pomeranian
- Chapter 135 - I'm Not Okay At All
- Chapter 138 - A Key Witness
- Chapter 141 - Just For This Once
- Chapter 144 - You Are Still Too Inexperienced
- Chapter 147 - Are You Interested To Be A Detective?
- Chapter 150 - He Had Never Moved On
- Chapter 153 - Human Skin Mask
- Chapter 156 - As If He Could Embrace The Whole World
- Chapter 159 - Please Let Me Go...
- Chapter 162 - Could She Be Rejected?!
- Chapter 165 - New School Environment
- Chapter 168 - Why Hadn't She Left Yet?
- Chapter 171 - You Don't Have Enough Money?
- Chapter 174 - The Little Stalker Is Back Again
- Chapter 177 - I Am Very Good
- Chapter 180 - I Trust You
- Chapter 183 - Would You Believe Me?
- Chapter 186 - Those Who Can Kill Aren't Just Murderers
- Chapter 189 - Sit Properly
- Chapter 192 - Say That You Like Me
- Chapter 195 - Yes, Just Like That. Good Girl.
- Chapter 198 - A Shameless Rogue
- Chapter 201 - Have You Eaten Yet?
- Chapter 204 - Bastard, Pervert, Jerk, Idiot
- Chapter 207 - He's Still In This Building
- Chapter 210 - Let's Play A Simple Dare, Shall We?
- Chapter 213 - You Don't Recognize Me Anymore?
- Chapter 216 - I Want To Be Fwiends!
- Chapter 219 - It's A Promise
- Chapter 222 - Really Want To Hold...
- Chapter 225 - Well Done
- Chapter 228 - To Receive A Death Verdict
- Chapter 231 - A Very Fun And Unforgettable Place
- Chapter 234 - I Can't Even Hug You?
- Chapter 237 - Buddhist Sutra To Calm You Down
- Chapter 240 - I Just Want To. Can't I?
- Chapter 243 - You Have A Healthy Son
- Chapter 246 - Give Him Back To Me!
- Chapter 249 - They Are Still Suspecting Me
- Chapter 252 - I Like You This Much
- Chapter 255 - Is He Jiang Jinyan's Fan?
- Chapter 258 - Unable To Muster Any Fear
- Chapter 261 - Dream On!
- Chapter 264 - Is There Anything You Want?
- Chapter 267 - How Could Everything Turn Out Like This?
- Chapter 270 - It's All Your Doing
- Chapter 273 - The Yearning Shi Nian
- Chapter 276 - No Time
- Chapter 279 - Do You Have Someone You Like?
- Chapter 282 - Excavation Laborer
- Chapter 285 - Beyond The Brick Wall
- Chapter 288 - Am I Interrupting Something?
- Chapter 291 - Why Don't You Tell Me?
- Chapter 294 - Not Like We Haven't Kissed Before
- Chapter 297 - Is Miss Shi Pregnant?
- Chapter 300 - If I Couldn't Even Defend My Son
- Chapter 303 - The Real Mission Was Just Starting
- Chapter 306 - Will I Be Your Only One?
- Chapter 309 - Sleeping Over
- Chapter 312 - Miss Me, Baby?
- Chapter 315 - Someone Stop The Music!!!
- Chapter 318 - We Have Been Fooled!
- Chapter 321 - The Girl Who Gave Him The Bracelet
- Chapter 324 - He Knows Something
- Chapter 327 - A Huge Conspiracy
- Chapter 330 - He Has Been Monitoring Me
- Chapter 333 - Kill Nan Cheng For Me
- Chapter 336 - I Will Always Wait For You
- Chapter 339 - I Am The Serial Killer
- Chapter 342 - I Will Be Waiting For You Here
- Chapter 345 - Everything Doesn't Match
- Chapter 348 - Damn It...Not Now!
- Chapter 351 - The Place Where Everything Began
- Chapter 354 - He Has Always Been Right In Front Of Us
- Chapter 357 - The World Doesn't Revolve Around You
- Chapter 360 - I'm Here Again
- Chapter 363 - What Was This Feeling?
- Chapter 366 - Please Take Me In!
- Chapter 369 - He Realized It Too Late
- Chapter 372 - I Know I'm Wrong
- Chapter 375 - The Devil's Son
- Chapter 378 - It Is Really The End
- Chapter 381 - Jin X Ru — Extra 1
- Chapter 384 - Xu X Lei — Extra 1
- Chapter 387 - Xu X Lei — Extra 4
- Chapter 390 - Jiang X Shi — Extra 2
- Chapter 393 - Jiang X Shi — Extra 5
- Chapter 396 - Special 3